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Post by Night Wolf on Aug 3, 2011 2:10:13 GMT -5
Night Wolf took his belt, wallet, and only one of his knives back. He put his wallet back into his pocket, put his belt back on, and put the knife and it's holster back where he had it hidden originally. She was right about his knife not being being made for women, but it wasn't made for most people. The knives had been custom made to fit his hands perfectly and while they were perfectly balanced for any use, they would feel weird in most peoples hands. He watched her play with his last knife for a moment as he thought of what they could do. She had almost spent all of his money and left him with only enough to buy them maybe some drinks somewhere. He was glad she had gotten herself some nice new clothing though. He had an idea of what might buy him some time and walked over to Ana.
" Ana, why don't we go look at all the sculptures in the parks around here? I heard about them from some of the locals talking. There is also the Notra Dome Cathedral to go look at." Night asked her with a smile as he wrapped one of his arms around her shoulders. " So what do you say?"
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Post by "Anansi" Winifred Lenn Black on Aug 3, 2011 16:00:16 GMT -5
She kept playing until he wrapped on of his arms around her she looked at him and sighed handing him his knife back “Fine sounds good”
They walked together for a long time threw the park Anansi rested her head on his shoulder leaning on him and wrapping her arm around his waist they talked a little bit about a lot of things just small talk none of it was really important what they each tough of the sculptures and being that they where in france most the sculptures had little to know close on so every time she felt Night started to lust after a sculpture she dig her nails into his skin and say how much she hated it and the flaws that she saw.
That was until they ran in to sculpture of a naked woman who pageant and had two small children who where near naked touching her belly and a man pressing into her back with his hands on her shoulder. Anansi looked at the sculpture “its un realistic there to happy” she snapped before Night could have his input on the thing. She then let Night talk about how he felt about it and she also had a feeling that this would change into a different subject then the art and she wasn’t going to be happy about the subject.
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Post by Night Wolf on Aug 3, 2011 21:46:03 GMT -5
Night Wolf wasn't sure why Ana kept digging her nails into him every time they came to a naked female statue. He was enjoying their small talk though, that was until they came up to a statue of a pregnant woman with two kids holding onto her and a man with his arms around her shoulders holding her from behind. Ana quickly made it clear how much she didn't like this statue or what it stood for. Night liked it on the other hand, it was something he wish he had the chance to experience when he was a child. He looked at the statue for a moment.
" I don't agree with you on that. Their exactly how they should be. A family is those who are happy to just be with each other and that is what this looks like to me. You may not like families or believe happy ones can exist, but how do you know your right? You could be wrong for all we know and this could be what a family is suppose to look like." Night said as he never once removed his eyes from the statue. " This is kind of what I hope we can be like one day Ana. I have always heard that something changes when you have kids, you start to see the world around you differently. Maybe that is all we need, a change in how we see thing."
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Post by "Anansi" Winifred Lenn Black on Aug 5, 2011 0:17:09 GMT -5
Anansi glared at the statue holding on to Nights arm as he talked about family and happiness “I have never seen a happy family Night, Think about it Night you can’t rasie a kid you can’t stand some smells how are you to change the child if you can’t even stand to be in the same room as it when it craps”
She glared still at the statue, Family was a waste of time and they didn’t care about each other they didn’t love each other they teased they hurt they didn’t care why would a family she made be any different then the family she came form her dad tried to fix her he thought there was something wrong with her and her brothers where never there.
“No….Family hurts…I don’t get why you want one……they aren’t nice…they forget about you…..they think your crazy…..they drug you up…..with more and more drugs that all familys do they don’t understand they want you to be like them….perfect like the pitchers but you can’t…I can’t ” she glared at the male in the statue wishes that she still had Nights knife to throw at it family always reminded her of her human family and something she did not ever like to think about.
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Post by Night Wolf on Aug 5, 2011 1:25:28 GMT -5
Night Wolf looked at the statue as well. He listened to Ana and could tell that she had a rough childhood growing up. He wasn't sure what it must have been like for her, but there was many reasons for that. Her hatred for families all seemed to stem from whatever happened to her when she was younger. He would have liked to know what that was, but he didn't think she would tell him willingly and he didn't feel like fighting with her just now. He just wished she would be open to the idea of what a family.
" I don't know what happened to you when you were younger Ana, but I didn't have my parents around since I was 5. They died in an accident and me almost with them. I was raised by this sadistic and twisted orphanage after that that forced me to fight and kill other mutants and modified humans every single day of my life from the time I was brought in at age 5 until I escaped at age 16. I don't know what a family is suppose to be like, but I don't think a true family is like what you described just now. That sounds more like people who share your blood but aren't your family. I think your family is whoever you care about and cares about you." Night said to her. " But I wouldn't know what a family is really like either."
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Post by "Anansi" Winifred Lenn Black on Aug 7, 2011 23:52:50 GMT -5
Anansi herd what he said when his parents died when he was five well that was good for him familys where bad they didn’t understand and sadistic people she was use to she’d been called sadistic on more then one occasion so she didn’t care.
She really wanted Nights knife right now to chuck it at the statue or something to deface it her hole body was tense. “I wish I could of killed my family” she gritted her teeth baring her small fangs a little. “But I just ran…I new they didn’t love me your lucky yours died” there was anger in her voice it was going to be hard to reason with her on most anything you could tell.
“You say that mine wasn’t a family but you also say that you don’t know what I family is how are we suppose to have a family and make things work Night” she whipped her self out his arms and stepped in front of him facing him so she couldn’t see the statue anymore. “How are we suppose to raise a kid we aren’t even married. Night don’t bull me with this family is who you care about. Family is by blood and right you know that”
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Post by Night Wolf on Aug 8, 2011 12:05:26 GMT -5
Night Wolf looked at Ana since she had turned him. She really didn't have a high opinion of family and he got the feeling she was scared of what she would do if she had one. He just noticed how much she was just now. He wasn't sure what to tell her. He had the feeling she wouldn't listen to him no matter what he said to her or how much he pleaded with her. He looked her in the eyes and decided he was at the very least going to try.
" Ana, your scared aren't you? You scared of how you might end up treating our kid if we became a family. I know we don't know how to be a family, but we do know how not to be one. We both know some things that we shouldn't do to our kid, so we can at least try to give our kid a better life then we had. We just need to be better then the ones who raised us were." Night said to Ana in a serious and calm voice. " I may not know exactly what a family is, but I don't believe that family is by blood and right. If that was the case, then my family would have been those people at the orphanage by right and I will never even have the hint of the thought they are. I don't think you will feel any differently about this right away, but that won't stop me from trying to be the father this child of mine deserves to have."
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Post by "Anansi" Winifred Lenn Black on Aug 8, 2011 13:17:39 GMT -5
“being scared is for the week” Anansi said looking at him she wasn’t scared at lest she didn’t think she was she just didn’t like kids she never was one to ask someone about how old there kids where or talk to them. Her eyes where narrowed at Night, how dare he call her scared she caused fear in others not others causing fear in hear and something like a child didn’t scare her.
Why did he want to be a father so bad she crossed her arms across her chest eyeing him with her dark eyes her eyes looking like they were pricing his soul. “Night this thing in me not family it’s a mistake how do you want a mistake, Why won’t you just let me throw it away and let us forget about this thing”
She looked at him but drew herself a little closer to him just a step “Night things won’t be the same between us if there is a little kid or two running around we can’t just do whatever we want whenever you’ll have to stay, we couldn’t mess there would be a kid there.” She keep her eyes on him much like if he was some sort of pray she was still tense so she looked like she was just going to jump and attack him any second witch she wasn’t
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Post by Night Wolf on Aug 9, 2011 16:48:51 GMT -5
Night Wolf listened to Ana as she tried to do what she considered reasoning with him and he saw her take on a predatory stance. He wasn't sure why she was so adamant about how this was supposedly a bad thing. Night thought like a wolf at times and had a wolf mentality about certain things and for him family meant pack and you care for the pack above all else. Ana may not have realized it, but the process of him seeing her as part of the pack had already started and was speed up by this news. She could say what she wanted but he wasn't going to give up on this matter.
" I know things won't be the same and I don't mind if they change Ana. That is a child who shares my blood and your blood and I'm not going to end it's life just because I don't want it or don't want things to change. Things are always changing around us anyways no matter if we like it or not, so we either adapt and survive or we don't and die in a way. I for one choose to survive Ana and that child is going to survive as well if I have anything to say about it." Night said to her in a calm voice.
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Post by "Anansi" Winifred Lenn Black on Aug 10, 2011 2:24:12 GMT -5
Anansi continued to glare at him her hands balled in fist this talk of adapting was bugging her, she thought he meant that she had to change her self and become this perfect little mom that everyone wanted “So what you want me to be something I’m not to adapt, adapt to what the world thinks is normal. Night I’m not normal and I will not be something I am not no ones going to make me” She bared her fangs a little at him there was no real treat she wasn’t going to attack him but it sure did look like it.
“Night this is my body and I’m adapting to survive my mother died giving birth to me is that what you want if for me to die and for you to just take the child if you want me to make sure I survive you’ll let me kill the thing before it kills me” there was a slight hint of fear in her voice nearly undetectable but she did fear for her own life not only did her mother did giving birth she had a small body herself and most of her spider friends when they had kids there kids ate them or they died somehow.
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Post by Night Wolf on Aug 10, 2011 18:29:55 GMT -5
Night Wolf looked at Ana and wasn't sure what to tell her. She wasn't going to listen to reason and she wasn't going to even try to give it a chance at the moment. He should have given up and just waited until another time to continue this talk, but his pack instinct had taken over and the talk of her or the their kid having to die or killing the other had him on edge. He wasn't about to let this whole issue go after hearing all of that.
" Ana, I'm not telling you to change who you are and I'm not about to allow either you or our child to die or kill each other. Your mother may have died giving birth to you, but that doesn't mean the same will happen to you. Your a strong woman who is as healthy as could be and in great shape. If you were going to die from child birth it would be because someone put a bullet in your head. And you keep talking about you or the child killing each other, probably because of your spider mutation, but you have to remember it is my child as well. Our child could have my wolf mutation which would means our child wouldn't try to kill you. I will stop you from killing our child as well if you try to do something." Night said to her with a serious and pleading voice. " You do have a right because it is your body, but what about my right as the child's father and what about the life and what is formed of the body of our unborn child? Are you saying it is your right to end a life just because your scared of something that is highly unlikely to go wrong? The Ana I know and love wouldn't allow anything to scare her."
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Post by "Anansi" Winifred Lenn Black on Aug 11, 2011 2:14:23 GMT -5
“I’m not scared” she snapped “and I could happen something wrong can happen Night” She was mad that he had just called her scared she wasn’t scared how dare he call her scared she was something people should be scared of and she feared nothing. She was willing to prove that she wasn’t scared and not of some mere child.
“I’m not scared” she snapped again she wish she could prove to him that she wasn’t scared there had to be some way to prove that she was fearless and nothing would scare her not this child not anything, in away was childish for her to be doing this but she had to Night that she wasn’t scared of anything “how can I prove to you I’m not scared” she glared at him did he realize how dannoruse it was to call Anansi scared of something and scared of something as useless as a child never whould she admit to being scared of a child out load to anyone not even Night and her body lanage showed that she was not going to admit to that and she was going to prove to him that she wasn’t.
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Post by Night Wolf on Aug 11, 2011 2:29:49 GMT -5
Night Wolf watched and listened to Ana as she claimed to not be afraid of anything and would do anything to prove it to him. Her body language though was telling him how much she actually was scared, but she wasn't willing to let him think she was. He was in the perfect position to get what he wanted right here and now. Ana had just said she would do anything to prove she wasn't scared and the thing that would prove it to him would be if she did have the baby and not abort it. He looked at Ana as he knew what he was going to say.
" You don't have to prove anything to me Ana, and I can tell your lying to me by the way. I know you won't admit that your scared of dying, so I will do it for you. I'm scared that you will die on me Ana, but I'm also scared you will abort our child or our child will die during birth. I want you to have this child more then anything, but I'm not about to make you have this child if you don't want to. I'm not going to allow you to abort it either though. I'm just going to keep talking to you about this until you decide for yourself you want it." Night said to her in a serious voice.
Night couldn't bring himself to have her have the baby to prove she wasn't scared. She obviously was, but she was also never going to tell him that.
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Post by "Anansi" Winifred Lenn Black on Aug 14, 2011 1:12:37 GMT -5
Anansi looked at him when he spoke, she didn’t understand why he didn’t have her prove anything that’s what she’d do. Then he went on about how he was scared for her he was scared he was going to lose her…but then he was scared for there child the way he kept saying there child felt odd to her. Was there a there hear did they care for each other enough to be like the statue behind her.
She ran up and just hugged him it wasn’t like her to hug someone normally her nails griped into the back of his shirt digging into it slightly She didn’t look at him she couldn’t she was discussed with herself she didn’t want to fight with him anymore but she really didn’t want this kid she didn’t know what to do she wasn’t going to give up she’d play his little game for a wile tell he realized how bad it was for her to be a mother.
“Night what if something goes wrong what will you do…what if it comes between my life and the babies life and you have to pick who’s going to live”
Her head was hidden in Nights chest it been a long night and she didn’t know what was happening after this did this mean he was always going to be there…or what.
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Post by Night Wolf on Aug 14, 2011 19:53:24 GMT -5
Night held Ana as well when she went to hug him. He felt her nails dig into him and figured it was because she was still troubled. He knew she hadn't given up, but at least she had calmed down enough that she might listen to him. He had a chance now, but it would have to wait till later. The events of the evening had already worn him out and Ana had spent most of his money. He figured it was time to get them back home, or at least somewhere they could spend the night.
" Ana, I won't allow either you or the child to die, but if it did come down to it, then we would decide what would happen. We are in this together Ana, don't forget that." Night said to Ana as he squeezed her tightly. " Now then, I think it is time we get back home to the states. I need to get some more money so we can rent a room for the night."
Night traveled them all the way back to New York City. He was exhausted and dropped down to the ground as soon as he got them there. He had ended up in his room in Jamie's house.
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