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Post by Alexandra Kavi on Jul 28, 2011 3:41:06 GMT -5
She smiled and held him looking at him “Night I wish you’d stay hear…then I wouldn’t have to call you and we could do what ever we wanted when even” she yawned again rested her head on Nights chest closeing her eyes a little lessioning to his heart beat. A small smile on her face.
She knew Night wanted this and well she’d was willing to give it to him if he wanted she felt that she was his only girl and for her there was no one else at all just Night so it didn’t matter.
Alex nooded “how about you call me night or just come over I liked being surprised and we don’t just have to do this you know I can still play you music if you like and do other things” she yawned again it was apparent that she was having a hard time staying up and she was out of energy at the moment but at lest she had a nice warm Night pillow who keep her save and warm and he was going to pull her out of the widerness she was lost in or depending on his actions lost for ever.
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Post by Night Wolf on Jul 28, 2011 14:51:32 GMT -5
Night Wolf began to think about what just happened between him and Alex. He knew he cared for her and he wanted to do everything he could for her, but he had just gotten caught up in the moment and height of the emotions with her. His body always pushed him to be in as close of contact with people he had mated with as he could, which caused problems if his feelings of attachment and affection for that person were high at a moment because it could cause his reason to go out the window as it had just now. He didn't regret what he had just done with Alex, but he didn't think that was the best thing for her right now. She needed a mate, one solely for her, and he was in a mess of a situation right now since he had never had so many people he felt close with before. He was taught at the orphanage that if he felt close to a woman, that you take her and mate with her. They had taught them that though so in an attempt to promote some kind of mutant breeding program from amongst their wards. He needed to tell Alex this before things got out of control even more.
" Alex, I'm not saying that we should feel ashamed of what we just did or that I do not feel an attraction to you, it is just that I think I just made you do something we shouldn't have done. We were both feeling extremely emotional just now, were feeling very close to each other, and had already mated before so I think we might have done what we did just now because of that." Night said to her as he continued to hold her. " I think it would be for the best if we held off on mating again until we have let our emotions settle and we have a clearer picture of what we are feeling and how we feel about each other. You can sing to me then the next time I am here. Is all of that fine with you?"
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Post by Alexandra Kavi on Jul 28, 2011 16:15:09 GMT -5
Alex lay there in his arms she was almost asleep that was until Night spoke. She looked up at him pretty much wide awake. He thought that they messed up, and they just acted on emotions Alex always acted on emotion, and yea she knew that she had been emotional for the past wile.
She nodded when he said they should hold off matting until things got figured out even though she wasn’t sure when that would be she didn’t think that she’d ever figure out what was going on things where just moving to fast.
“does that mean, you don’t think you want to be involved with me, you’d don’t want to be more then friends”
Alex looked at him was she really that bad that he didn’t want to sleep with her or mate what ever he liked to call it “I’m sorry I’m not good at it that you don’t want to stay” she understood that she wasn’t good enough for him she’d given herself up and he didn’t like he so he didn’t want to be with her anymore only friends. She could live with that she just wish she could find someone that want to stay with her, and would stay.
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Post by Night Wolf on Jul 28, 2011 18:00:31 GMT -5
Night Wolf looked down at Alex. He wasn't sure what to say to her since she didn't seem to understand what he meant. It had nothing to do with them mating, it was about how they felt. He shouldn't have let his emotions get the better of him, even if he was conditioned for a long time to mate with someone of the opposite sex that you felt close or an attachment to of any kind. He knew after leaving that there was more to it then just mating with someone, but he had to deal with that conditioning he went through. He felt bad that Alex had to be effected by it as well.
" Alex, I'm not saying you were bad at mating and I'm not saying I don't want to be with you anymore. I'm saying we might have jumped into bed too quickly tonight before we had a chance to think about how we feel about each other." Night said to her in a calming voice. " It is fine if we mate or do other things, but we need to make sure we know we want to do that before we get swept up in our emotions."
Night squeezed her tightly and kissed her on the head again. He hoped she understood him this time around, he wasn't good at dealing with these kinds of emotions. He had never had to deal with them before now.
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Post by Alexandra Kavi on Jul 28, 2011 21:03:28 GMT -5
Alex lay there in his arm and didn’t move as he spoke or even as he squeezed her tightly and kissed on the head, she was trying to get what he was saying was it possible for the two to just be friends or had there emosions gotten to much hear. If he tought that there emotions had gotten out of control then who was to say that doing it again was going to help any clear any of it so why was he saying it was fine if they did it again. He didn’t like her that way it was clear why didn’t he just say so, why didn’t he just say Alex this isn’t going to work your to young, your to skinny your to needed or anything.
Alex pushed her self off of him and sat up turning her back from him and covering her chest before quickly an illusion apeared making it look like she was whereing a blue summer dress.
“I get it, you want to think about it...so nothing ever going to happen with us again.....” Alex sighed looking around her room, yes emotions where high but Alex didn’t know even if there was anther way to be in a realsoship it wasn’t like she ever had a boy friend before.
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Post by Night Wolf on Jul 28, 2011 21:24:11 GMT -5
Night Wolf was holding her when she suddenly pulled away from him, sat up, and illussioned a summer dress around herself. She didn't seem to understand what he meant, and he wasn't sure how to get it through to her. He was just going to have to take this slowly, very slowly, so that she didn't get hurt by this more then she had to. He sat up and wrapped his arms around her. She might have created an illusion in an attempt to hide her body from him, but he knew what was underneath and she had forgotten to make it feel like it was there. He held her tightly for a moment.
" Alex, just forget what I said. I'm tired and not thinking straight, so why don't we just lay down together and get some sleep? We can figure out what we will do after we wake up." Night said to her in a soothing voice. " How does that sound to you Alex?"
Night hoped she would calm down and they could get some sleep. His mind was burnt out from all the new emotions and trying to deal with them lately. He needed sleep and he hoped he would have someone nice and warm next to him.
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Post by Alexandra Kavi on Jul 29, 2011 0:19:53 GMT -5
Alex sat there for a moment until she felt his arms tough her bare skin as he held her tightly she rested into him and closed her eyes a little. She wouldn't forget what he said but she’d portend it didn’t bother her by what he said she just wanted someone why couldn't it be Night. “Night...” she said leaning into him “I can’t forget that....but maybe some sleep whould be good....that way we can think after...and talk” the ilusion of the dress disappeared so her body wasn’t hidden form him anymore
She rested her head back into as he rested back into the bed pulled the blanket on top of them and snuggled closed to him closing her eyes holding him. “well you wake me when you wake up, night” she waighted for his answer and then feel asleep snuggleing into him
She didn’t know what was really going on her feeling where messed up anyway she’d been threw a rollacoster of emostions this past little wile but some sleep she was sure whould do her well they’d talk when they woke up and form there they’d figure out where things where going if he’d stay or if he’d run off again if they’d do this again.
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Post by Night Wolf on Jul 31, 2011 18:02:35 GMT -5
Night Wolf slept for some time, but had managed to wake up before Alex had. He had wrapped himself around her during the time and had turned her into a body pillow. He looked at Alex's sleeping face and thought about what he felt and what he should say to her. He knew it was for the best that they just stay friends but he needed some way of telling her that. She wasn't going to take the news well, but she needed to know and this whole situation had to end before things got worse for the both of them. He kissed her on the forehead and got up out of the bed. He slipped his cloths back on and put some onto Alex so she wouldn't have to illusion some on in a moment, because he knew that was what her reaction was going to be. After he had gotten them both clothed and wondering why she hadn't woken up while he was clothing her, he shook her awake as he sat on the side of her bed. Once she was awake and had said some things to him, he looked her in the eyes with a serious expression on his face.
" Alex, you may be sad and angry at me after I'm done saying what I'm about to say, but it is for the best you listen to me." Night said to her in a calm voice. " I don't think it would be a good idea for us to be anything more then friends right now. Your dealing with some confusing matters and I'm guessing aren't completely yourself right now. I'm not saying any of this is your fault, in truth it is my own for knowing that and yet not protecting you from myself. I have my own issues to deal with myself. I haven't had a normal upbringing and it has effected how I handle things. I like you Alex and your a beautiful woman, but I shouldn't have been around you on the full moon because of how I get. I also shouldn't have been so close to you after having mated with you on the full moon because of how I was raised. I was raised to mate with a female if I feel close to them and especially if I had mated with them before. You are all of those things and the fact that your an attractive woman didn't help matters. I couldn't stop myself and you paid the price for it. I want to ask you for your forgiveness and I hope you will continue to be my friend, but until both you have had time to become more like yourself and I have dealt with my problems it is best we don't become anything more then that."
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Post by Alexandra Kavi on Jul 31, 2011 18:36:19 GMT -5
Alex felt the movment on the bed and someone touching her body she stayed asleep threw it her dreams sometimes became fairly realistic so she just figured it was her dream or something, then someone started to shack her away Alex woke up and looked at Night blinking a few times she smiled and sat up.
“hey”
She rubbed her eyes a little and sat next to Night relizing that she was now dressed she was a little confused how she had gotten into her sweats and a lose t shirt. But then she relized maybe it was Night there was no one else hear so it must have been. She looked at him seeing the serious expression on his face, not really likeing it she felt that he was going to say something she wasn’t going to like.
As he spoke Alex dropped her head and held her self a little stareing at the floor, she nodded her head, he wasn’t going to stay he felt it was wrong and maybe it was she hadn’t been her happy self at all and he was 20 and she was only 16 most people would look at this as something bad. She looked back at him hurt for what had happened knowing that if either of them had the power they’d turn back time and make sure none of this happened “Night, I forgive you, I hope you can forgive me I just don’t know what be wrong with me in the last few days, and then when we mated before thinking that that’s what you really wanted and that’s what would make you happy and then before just acting in the moment I never think about something before I do it I just jump.”
Alex sliped off the bed seeing the cross necklace on the floor she picked it up and sliped it on, then looked at Night with a small smile on her face. “So Night, now that we’ve put all that drama behind us what do you want to do now.”
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Post by Night Wolf on Jul 31, 2011 23:30:13 GMT -5
Night Wolf looked at Alex, he was glad he had clothed her or else this would have been too much for him to resist. He knew what he was feeling for her wasn't an attraction to her out of love as a partner, but out of the physical desire to be with her because they had been before and were close. They were friends and that is how it should stay for now, she was dealing with enough as it was right now. He looked at her and thought about what he should say to her in response. She needed and answer as much for herself and for him.
" Well I want to hear you sing for me, if you want to that is." Night said to her with a friendly smile. " It would be nice to hear you doing that again for me."
Night listened to her and allowed himself to be caught up in the music. He didn't know why, but music always had a way of allowing him to clear his mind and focus. Truly any sound that was steady or soothing enough could, but music did both for him so it had a faster effect. He listened to her play for a time before he walked over to her and gave her a hug after she had finished a song.
" Alex, I can tell that this has been worrying you, but I'm not leaving you. I may not be physically by your side all of the time, but I will be there for you in your heart. I'm just one call away and you can call me whenever you want to." Night said to her as he held her in his arms. " I will gladly do anything you ask or need me to do for you Alex, so just call me for anything no matter what or when. If you need to be taken somewhere, I will take you. If you need some help with something, I will help you. If you are hungry, I will take you somewhere to eat or even cook for you. Just ask me Alex and I will do it. I'm your friend, and I will be your family if you want me to be."
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Post by Alexandra Kavi on Aug 1, 2011 1:53:05 GMT -5
Alex smiled when he asked if she’d play for him and jumped up and grabbed her small electric piano and a score with the words Memphis on the front she set the piano on its stand and set it the score down and open up to a page. The song was form the show Memphis the song was called Memphis lives in me alex normally sung songs for what mood she was in but she didn’t know quite what mood she was in right now or really what she was feeling.
“ There's a town that I call home
Where all the streets are paved with soul
Down on Beale there's a honky-tonk bar
So hear the wail of a blues guitar
Have a beer and drop a dime in the blind man's jar
The blues sing softly in the air
Like a Sunday morning prayer
Just one more drink and you'll see God everywhere
Like a sad old melody
That cheers you up, it sets you free
That's how Memphis lives in me
There comes a time when muddy waters run rough
There comes a point when a man has had enough
Like a friend who always stands by me
Memphis knows me
Never showed me
How did life just had to be
I couldn't even try to run away, say goodbye
Here I was born and here is where I'll die
I'm just a man from Tennessee
I can't be what I can't be
All I know is Memphis lives in me
I said I'm just a man from Tennessee
Can't be what I can't be
All I know is Memphis lives
All I know is Memphis gives
All I know is Memphis lives in me ”
She finished the song and smiled at him as he hugged her she gave him a hug back and smiled and lessioned as he spoke to her and smiled “Night thanks I’ll keep that in mind and same goes for you to I may not be able to pop in when ever I want but I will try to help anyway I can where ever you are”
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Post by Night Wolf on Aug 1, 2011 14:00:33 GMT -5
Night Wolf let her go and took a step away from her. He hoped she would start to become better, but he had other things that required his attention as well. He was just a call away of she ever needed him and it wouldn't hurt to come visit this place again. It didn't seem to have a very strict defensive system most of the time and anyone could easily access the placed he had been, but he had a feeling there was more to this place. It had gotten his interest by now and it also helped that one of his new friends lived here. He just hoped that the place offered Alex everything she needed right now and wasn't just leaving her to her own devises. She was a good girl who cared much for others, but she seemed to have a nack for getting into trouble. He looked at her and gave her a warm smile.
" I need to be off now, I have some matters to attend to. Just remember that I'm always a phone call away if you ever need me. Just call me for anything that you need." Night said to her in a friendly tone.
Night traveled after hearing her reply back to where he had been earlier in the day.
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