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Post by Night Wolf on Jul 27, 2011 13:51:58 GMT -5
Night Wolf felt her snuggling into his chest. He wasn't sure if she did that because she wanted him to take her or if she just did it out of habit. She told him again it was fine for him to mate with her and that it was what he wanted to do, but everything was telling him that she was just doing this because she thought it would make him happy. Her undertone when she spoke, her body language, and even her eyes were telling him that she truly didn't want to sleep with him because that is what she desired to do. She was going to mate with him to make him happy even though it wouldn't make her happy. He needed to put a stop to this while he had a chance. He grabbed her shoulders and moved her body so he could look her in the eyes again.
" Alex, I can tell that you do not wish to mate with me because you feel the desire to do so. I don't want you to do something like this just because it already happened once before and you think that it will make me happy to mate with you." Night said to her in a comforting voice as he gave her a smile. " Your happiness is something I want, so I don't want you doing things you don't want to do or that don't make you happy. I will mate with you, but only if it is because you wish to do it for no other reason other then it makes you happy. I don't want you to do it because you think it is what I want, because you think it will make me happy, or even because we already have done it before. You should only do what you want to do because you want to do it because it makes you happy."
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Post by Alexandra Kavi on Jul 27, 2011 14:49:43 GMT -5
she looked at him in the eyes and tought about what he said he didn’t want to at all o.k she chould live with that, She didn’t know why he wanted her to be happy she was going to fine she just needed to...she didn’t know what she needed to do to be happy all the time. But he wanted her happy and it was becoming clear that he didn’t want to make her do something if she wasn’t going to be happy. Alex jumped up and huged Night and started crying again.
“Night please don’t ask me to mate with you...i want to be your friend and thats it,” She held him tight crying into his shoulder for awile “Night i don’t know what to do anymore...I’m still lost i really think part of me is still lost in the wild out there I haven’t been turely happy snece then”
She cryed for a good long time in his shoulder she was confused she didn’t know what night wanted besides her being happy but she didn’t know how she chould be happy anymore he’d never seen her really happy and lately Alex felt she was just hear to live and breath and take up room and other peoples oxygen.
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Post by Night Wolf on Jul 27, 2011 15:42:23 GMT -5
Night Wolf could tell she was upset and feeling depressed, anyone including Alice could tell that as well. She was troubled by everything that was going on lately and she needed someone to be her friend more then anything. He knew that is what she needed right now, but he wasn't sure how he could give that to her. She needed time and someone to talk to her and hold her when she was feeling down. Some might say that she did need someone to mate with her right now, but night knew that it wasn't the act of mating that she needed so much as the mate itself to hold her and take care of her. Night couldn't be that for her, neither of them felt that pull towards each other, but what could he do for her? He could figure that out for her later, right now he needed to cheer her up some so she wouldn't make herself miserable for the rest of the day.
" Alex, why don't we mate right now?" Night asked before he laughed lightly to himself. " I'm just joking of course, that isn't what you want. Maybe you need someone to mate with you, but you made it clear that I'm not someone you want to mate with. If you feel lost in the wild, just call out for someone to help you out of it. I can tell you right now that I'm willing to bring you out of it again. You are a wonderful woman Alex, so just let the pain go and hold onto the happiness that you find now. If you don't, you might never feel happy again. There is still hope Alex, so don't let what happened in the past stop you from feeling happy now."
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Post by Alexandra Kavi on Jul 27, 2011 17:35:18 GMT -5
Alex jumped when he asked her to mate with her she didn’t think that was funny that joke was uncalled for she glared at him a little showing she was not amused by that joke at all she didn’t get why he tough she needed someone to mate with. There was no one she even crushed on at the momnet Alex had never had a boy friend before just friends.
“Do you really think i need someone to have sex with when im acting like this because of the other night I’m sorry i don’t need that feeling to be happy I’m not going to go around and sleep with guys just to be happy because i’m not happy because of what we did”
The feeling lost thing had her think for a bit, she didn’t really have anyone to call out to. Night said he was there but was he really there “I just need a friend, And i will try not to have the past stop me from being happy Just be my friend”
She sat there for a momnet and looked around her room and then looked at Night with a small smile “Night you said you wanted to hear me sing right you still want to” she looked at him swinging her legs a bit and smiled at him her eyes where still red but there was a small smile.
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Post by Night Wolf on Jul 27, 2011 17:47:25 GMT -5
Night Wolf was sad to hear she didn't think she could count on him or depend on him. He knew he had made a mistake the night of the full moon and he did something to her that he shouldn't have done, but he thought she would at least try to let him do something for her. He truly hadn't changed from the time he was at that place. He was just hurting those who got close to him and he couldn't stop no matter what he did. She may have been lost in the wilds, but that would mean he was lost to space and had no idea where he was at or how long he had been there. He wasn't sure what he wanted to do now, but when she offered to sing for him, he felt he didn't deserve to hear it. He stood and walked towards the door silently. He stopped and turned after he had unlocked it.
" I'm sorry Alex for what I did to you, and what that act is still doing to you even now. You don't need someone like me around you right now, all I will do is cause you more harm. I do hope you start to cheer up and I know you will make more friends if you just try." Night said with a sad smile on his face. " I will be leaving now."
He opened the door and went into the hallway. He smelt the familiar scent of Alice coming from one of the hallway's rooms. He walked to the door and stood in front of it, something inside him felt this is where he should go until he figured out what to do next.
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Post by Alexandra Kavi on Jul 27, 2011 20:57:11 GMT -5
He left he left her someone else had gone form her life and didn’t want to be apart of it and she didn’t know even why now she sat there on her bed and just stared at the door hearing him walk away. He wasn’t going to come back.
Alex mind went to something she hardly tried to think of and her power went out of control and showed this memory to the mind she was closest to at the school and snece he had given her self up to Night she was tecunaly closest to him.
the hall way around night changed into a different looking hall a smaller version of Alex stood in front of him with an older man who looked like he was Asian like her there was a women
Man “Alex you srewed up this time to much you just don’t get it ”
the little girl crying a little “I didn’t mean to i’m sorry”
Man “I’m sorry isn’t going to be enough this time your mom isn’t going to get better”
Little girl “But i promise i wont do anything ever ever again to hurt anyone”
Man “You can’t promise that Alex thats why your leaveing”
Little girl pleading “Please don’t send me away”
Man “Alex no one should be near you you’ll just hurt them”
Little girl “but dad”
Man “No Alex, You can’t stay hear you’ll always hurt people nothing more no one should me near you”
Alex had no idea that Night whould be seeing this at all she just was rembering it remembering how her dad said that no one whould ever stay with her and she wanted to prove him wrong and she never could.
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Post by Night Wolf on Jul 27, 2011 21:47:20 GMT -5
Night Wolf watched the scene before him. He could tell it was Alex's power that was causing it to happen, and he guessed it was one of her memories from when she was little. She seemed to have been mistreated because of her powers and that line her father had told her was something a parent should never tell their children. He knew how she felt about hurting those around her, but she didn't do it as bad as him. He should go back and help her, or try to at the very least. He went back to her room and just came in the door without knocking and hurried over and embraced her tightly.
" Alex, no one is leaving you. I'm still here, I just can't be around you right now because I'm the one hurting you. You haven't done anything wrong, I did everything wrong." Night said to her in a comforting and soothing voice. " I'm still here Alex, and I will always be here for you. I'm sorry I walked away from you just now, I will never do that to you again. I'll tell you about my past if it will make you feel better, I saw some of your past so it is only fair."
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Post by Alexandra Kavi on Jul 27, 2011 22:42:32 GMT -5
Alex sat there her eyes watering she was about to grab her gatar and play something just to get her mind clear she some what strated to feel that she was losing control so it was best to get her head clear that was until Night ran in and huged her tight.
Alex was shocked she tought that he was going to leave her and hear he was holding her tightlly Alex held him back she lessioned as he spoke he was he said he wasn’t leaving her but he said he chouldn’t be with her yet he was saying that he was still here and he was slways going to be hear “If your always going to be hear then why you leave, I don’t blame you for what happened i already told you that”
He saw her memory Alex didn’t mean to do that she ment to keep that to her self she held Night tight not letting go she didn’t want him leaving she didn’t blame him and she never would. When night offard to tell her about his past she looked at him still holding tight.
“Night you can if you want just don’t go into to many detil, I tend to see things when people talk about them”
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Post by Night Wolf on Jul 27, 2011 23:33:16 GMT -5
Night Wolf continued to have his arms wrapped around Alex. She seemed like she would listen to his past. He wasn't sure what she would think of him after hearing what he had to say, but he had to tell her so she knew why he couldn't be around her right now. He didn't like the idea of talking about the time he had spent in that place. He had told very few people about his past, and he had hoped he would never have to tell many.
" When I was young and maybe 5 or 6 years old, I can never remember since all those early years blur together, my parents both died in an accident. I somehow survived it, but they didn't. I was taken shortly after that by an orphanage, my family had tried to claim me but due to some legal reason they couldn't. Well this orphanage was taking in children to use them in a cruel experiment. They took in mutant children and human children and forced them to fight and kill each other every day. The mutant children who hadn't come to their powers yet they did something to force it to surface and the human children they did horrible modification experiments to. They made use kill each other and never told you who you were fighting, what they could do, where it would be at, or even if you would be allowed weapons or not. We had to kill to eat and just survive to the next day. They did things so we wouldn't remember our pasts, they did other things to some of the other children I can't even describe." Night said in a hurt way as he remembered all those things. " You didn't make friends, you didn't think of getting to know people, you didn't do anything but focus on survival. Any of the others you had seen could be gone the next day for all you knew, or they could be changed physically and emotionally beyond recognition. Cries, moaning, and insane chatter was all you could hear, night or day..."
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Post by Alexandra Kavi on Jul 28, 2011 0:32:53 GMT -5
Alex lessoned as he spoke what he said was horrible Alex she chouldn’t imagaine if that happened to her she’d die she was sure Alex didn’t like hurting people she didn’t like anything of what he described and it all happened to him.
Alex had told him not to go into detil and he did witch made Alex mind she was seeing what he was saying she was use to it infact it didn’t even bother her at all she hardly noticed it and thankfully she had used her powers a lot today so night whouldn’t be seeing or hearing what he was describing but Alex’s face if he could see it witch was un likely because it was barried in his shirt you’d tell she was.
“I’m sorry that happened to you Night I really Am but please don’t tell me more my head will start to her your putting in to much detil I’m seeing it stop please” she had an active imagainasion so she really did see things when people described them and her powers made it worst always she had her head burryed deep inside Nights chest and was holding on to him he may of told her this to explain why he chouldn’t be with her right then but that’s not what she got form that, what she got was that he needed someone to be his friend and be there for him. “I’m so sorry night I hope that not still going on and if it is I’ll stop them with you I promise you don’t have to worry I’ll be hear”
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Post by Night Wolf on Jul 28, 2011 1:40:45 GMT -5
Night Wolf just smiled and let her stay buried in his chest. He wasn't sure what to tell her, and he was glad she didn't want to hear more. He didn't want to tell her, but what he had experienced was actually worse then what she had imagined it was from what he told her. He wasn't going to tell her that since she seemed to be feeling sorry for him instead of understanding that he hurt the people around him far worse then she could. He just let her stay in his chest with his arms wrapped around her.
" You don't have to feel sorry for me, and that place burned down not long after I escaped it. I think some of the others decided to destroy it instead of escape like I did. As far as I know though, I'm the only one to ever escape and not be killed by their hunters and I don't know of anyone having escaped when the place burned down." Night said to her. " But that doesn't matter, I am trying to put that all behind me and push forward. That place taught me how to survive, so that is what I plan on doing. I'm glad you care, but you should be the one who needs to get cheered up right now."
Night squeezed her tightly before he began to stroke her head and rub her back. He was hoping that the contact would cheer her up somehow. He didn't know if it would, but it didn't hurt to try.
" You know something I'm curious about, what was it like mating with you? I don't remember it which is a shame if you ask me." Night said suddenly. " I almost want to try and mate with you again just to see what it was like. I get the feeling it would be a very good time, but you don't want to mate again so that is fine. I get curious about odd things anyways. I would still like to know, but I'm not going to make you do anything you don't want to."
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Post by Alexandra Kavi on Jul 28, 2011 2:12:28 GMT -5
Alex rested her head on his chest holding him feeling him stroke her long black hair as he spoke she closed her eyes a little, it was a good thing that someone burned the place down or Alex might have to her self but the fact that there where hunters that might be after Night made her cling on to him a bit more no one was taking Night away form her no one.
“If the hunters come hear looking for you I’ll do everything in my power to stop them they won’t have a chance”
Alex sat there for awile resting her head until night said that he wanted to mate with her again, why did he keep bringing this up he must really want to, Alex looked up at him with an are you joking kind of way but the look on his face she new he wasn’t he wanted to be inside her little body and feel her bare skin under his.
“Then why don’t you if you want to so bad, you said you think I needed someone to mate with”.
Alex looked at him and then pulled her self up a little ways so she was looking at him, she didn’t know how she felt about Night she looked at his gray eyes and before she new what she was doing she was kissing his lips.
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Post by Night Wolf on Jul 28, 2011 2:37:04 GMT -5
Night Wolf listened to her ask him why he didn't and was about to tell her why when she suddenly kissed him. He didn't know what to think or do. He had wanted to mate with her, partly because they had before, but he didn't want to mate with her if she didn't want to mate with him. He thought she didn't want to, until she had suddenly kissed him after telling him to go ahead and mate with her. He decide to not think about it too much anymore and just go with what he was feeling he should right now. He kissed her back deeply and wrapped his arms around her. He leaned her back onto the bed and began to move his hands around her body, slowly and gently massaging her. He continued to kiss her as he moved his hands during the massage to her chest and thigh. He began to massage her there gently. He did this for a time before they began to remove each others cloths.
== after mating more then once==
Night was laying next to Alex in her bed. They had some how not made a mess of the room. Alex seemed to have reached her limit and night was feeling tired himself. He had wrapped and pulled Alex up to him after a moment. He held her there against him with a smile. He wasn't sure what would happen after this, but he at least had found out what it was like to have mated with Alex.
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Post by Alexandra Kavi on Jul 28, 2011 2:58:22 GMT -5
Alex felt him kiss her deeply and returned the kiss, feeling his arms around her and him leaning her back on to the bed, so far she liked this better then last time last time it was just pin rub bam! This time he seemed to really care about her. Alex made cutest sound of enjoyment as he rubbed her moving her hands along him as well.
== after they did it many times and where done ==
Alex layed there next to night, there was a small smile on her face as he wrapped his arms around her she held him snuggleing into him she was still not sure how she felt about him but she did now she liked mateing the 2ed time around a lot more then the first time. She gave a small yawn looking down at Night “um night…next time you need…a condom” she yawned again and held him. Why she said next time she didn’t know maybe because she hoped there be a next time with night and she hoped he’d never leave.
Alex looked up at Night and gave him a small kiss, “your not” she yawned “just going to Yawwwwwwwwn again are you”
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Post by Night Wolf on Jul 28, 2011 3:21:55 GMT -5
Night Wolf felt her snuggle into him and he enjoyed it. She seemed to have enjoyed herself and it felt like to him that she hadn't just done it to make him happy. He was glad that he got to do something for her that she wanted to do herself and that made her happy. She had mentioned his using condoms the next time they did it. Did that mean that she wanted to mate with him again? He wasn't sure what to think of that. He was glad that he could be this close with Alex and make her so happy, yet he also was in an intimate relationship with Ana right now. Then there was his new found connection with Alice. He wasn't sure what kind of attachment they had to each other. He squeezed Alex tighter and kissed her on the forehead.
" So you want us to mate again? I'm fine with that, if that is what you truly want." Night said to her. " All you need to do is call me and tell me what you want Alex and I will be here as soon as I can. Oh and if you want me to use condoms next time, I think it would be a wise idea to just leave a box of them here for if we need them."
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