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Post by Alucard Nightshade on Sept 27, 2011 19:58:05 GMT -5
Alucard stood there while Alex let go of his hand and quickly started saying some things. He was glad that she hadn't heard the voice speaking considering everything it had said about her, but he was also worried about why he was the only one who could hear it. He had an idea of where the voice was coming from, but he truly hoped that it wasn't from what he thought it was. He was just glad that Alex didn't hear anything more than his side of the conversation. Alex looked like she was about to cry though and suddenly turned her back to him. He wasn't sure why she did that, but he alright had an idea of what he could do to try and make her feel better.
" Thanks for worrying about me Alex. I'm afraid I can't really say what was going on just now, but it makes me feel better to know that you actually cared enough to snap me out of it." Alucard said as he hugged Alex from behind. " If you feel like crying, you should. I don't mind and it is better for you to cry then hold it in."
Alucard just stood there holding Alex. He wasn't sure what she was going to do, but he needed to be more on guard for now on, if not for his own sake but the sake of others.
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Post by Alexandra Kavi on Sept 29, 2011 10:05:10 GMT -5
Alex tensed when he held her form behind and shock her head “ No Alucard…there no reason to cry I was just worried about you . Alex turned her head towards Alucard and smiled a big smile for him “See no reason to be upset”.
She new Alucard didn’t like it when she smiled when she felt other emotions but she felt the was lying to her saying that he had no idea what was going on and he hadn’t really explained anything to her. Alex turned around and hugged Alucard. Alex was worried that there was something wrong but she felt it had to do something with her at the same time. The fact that he was talking about how he was not going to seduce her…Night had made her vocabulary with that subject grow a little so she knew what that ment. But he also talked about something acting liked he owned her like a slave Alex shuddered for a second remembering India barring her head into Alucard shoulder.
“Alucard…please tell me what going on” she whispered “what where you talking to and what did it say” Alex held onto Alucard not making a sound weighting for him to say anything she wanted to know but at the same time she wasn’t sure she wanted to know she tought Alucard was her friend and if someone was trying to use him to get to her then she shouldn’t really be hanging around him anymore.
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Post by Alucard Nightshade on Sept 29, 2011 14:22:13 GMT -5
Alucard just continued to hold Alex in his arms as she turned around to hug him back and after listening to what she had to say. He wasn't going to tell her what had just happened. He still didn't know what exactly had happened himself and if she knew what he thought had happened, then she might decide to stop being his friend and avoid him from now on. He didn't want to lose a friend, since he had so few as it was. He just stayed silent and held onto her for several moments.
" You don't need to worry about it right now Alex, I'll tell you later if you still want to know. Right now, I'm more worried if you are well or not. I'm sure your still upset at me for seeing you naked this morning. I wanted to apologize, but I didn't get a reply after I had knocked twice so I thought you were asleep still." Alucard said to Alex. " I hate to admit it, but I enjoyed seeing you like that. I know I shouldn't, but it doesn't change that I did. You looked very nice Alex, so you should be proud of that."
Alucard hoped that he could get the subject changed and Alex focused on what had happened this morning again instead of what had been up with him just now. He meant everything he said, but he would have never told her what he thought normally.
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Post by Alexandra Kavi on Sept 29, 2011 15:13:48 GMT -5
Alex hugged Alucard she didn’t want to know latter she wanted to know now and then he had to talk about this morning Alex stayed frozen in his arms as he spoke he liked it he liked seeing her naked he tought that she looked…..nice well how he fell if she just walked around school like that all the freaking time it wasn’t right to think about someone naked.
Alex pushed Alucard off of her and glared “Never talk about me like that again. It was an actent and your never ever going to see me like that again no one ever is again and isn’t something I should be proud of not when the hole school thinks two things I’m some man hore who just leads men on and has ½ the school boys wanting me and that im your vampire princess slave or what ever and I don’t know what else is going on that people think I’m just happy I can’t read minds”
Alex was pissed again at Alucard her arms a crossed her chest and her eyes narrowed at him she wanted a real I’m sorry not a you still looked hot naked to her that was like he was saying he didn’t care if it happened again.
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Post by Alucard Nightshade on Sept 29, 2011 18:19:38 GMT -5
Alucard actually smiled at her, not a slight one but a full smile that there was no doubt he was doing it. He was glad to see she was focused on what happened this morning again instead of what had just happened in the kitchen. He would much rather have her mad at him, but willing to forgive him then hate him and never have anything to do with him again. He felt a strange sort of relief when she had actually gotten distracted, like some pressure had gotten off of him and left him feeling lighter. He wondered why he felt like that. Was this what it was like when he actually stopped controlling everything and admitted how he truly felt? He wondered what he would feel like if he did it some more, but he needed to be very careful. That voice had been trying to get him to completely let go of his merciless control over his emotions, and if he let it slip too much then the voice might try to take control of him.
Alucard looked at Alex for a moment before he went and hugged her once more. It was obvious that he wasn't doing it this time to make Alex feel better, but because he actually wanted to hug her himself.
" I'm sorry, Alex. How about I make it up to you? I'll take you out on a date, a real date. We can do anything you want to and I'll take care of everything so you don't have to worry about anything." Alucard said to Alex with that smile still on his face. " Now then, start thinking of what you want to do while I finish cooking breakfast for us."
Alucard let go of Alex and started to get the omelets made for the both of them. He was going to keep his word to her and take her on that date no matter what she wanted him to do. If she wanted him to take her to the most embarrassing place she could think of and have him buy her all kind of things and make him carry it all, then that is what he was going to do.
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Post by Alexandra Kavi on Sept 30, 2011 12:26:15 GMT -5
Alex was surprised when Alucard randomly hugged her and was smiling a very large smile Alex didn’t hug him back this time surprised and not sure what he was smiling about. When he said take her on a real date she pulled back a bit and looked at him. What did he mean a real date.
“A real date” Alex raised her brow and folded her arms. “Fine what ever but I’ll just let you know a REAL date doesn’t have the girl pick anything if you ask me the guy figures everything out”
Alex turned and sat to the table her back to Alucard and her arms crossed as she weighted for Alucard to finish making breakfast, Alex wasn’t going to think of what she wanted to do and she was going to try not to work with Alucard with this she was still way up set with him things had just been going odd this morning and she just didn’t see how they could get much better. Before he was done cooking Alex went over to the fridge and grabbed a peach out of there she threw it up in the air “Alucard I’m just going to eat this. I’ll see you around”
She new this was going to get to Alucard and he was almost done cooking to Alex was just doing it to be a pain.
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Post by Alucard Nightshade on Sept 30, 2011 12:56:13 GMT -5
Alucard heard everything that Alex had to say to him and watched her go back to the table. He poured the eggs into the pan and finished up making the omelets. His thoughts started to drift off again and his focus was only on two things at the moment: the omelets that were cooking and going over everything that had happened this morning. He had seen Alex naked and it caught him completely off guard. He couldn't get his mind off of seeing her like that and it ended up triggering something. The voice began to taunt and persuade him to try to take Alex and have his way with her, but he resisted it's attempts at swaying him. Alex heard what he had been saying to the voice and got worried about him even though she was mad at him for what had happened that morning. Now he promised to take her on a date and she told him to pick what they would do. It had been a long morning already and they hadn't even had breakfast yet.
Alucard didn't hear or notice what Alex had said to him about the peach and just finished the omelets and put them on some plates and carried them out to the table. He set them down next to each other and began to eat his own before he noticed that Alex wasn't sitting down yet and eating. He looked around and saw her with the peach in her hand.
" If you didn't want to eat much this morning you could have told me and gone and done what you wanted to." Alucard said to her.
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Post by Alexandra Kavi on Oct 6, 2011 18:26:17 GMT -5
Alex rolled her eyes when he said if she didn't want to eat then she could of just told him she was trying to be mad and show she was angry witch wasn't really working. Alex took a bite of the peach and sighed a little with eating with Alucard she had been eating more then normal and she was use to eating more now and the peach was not going to be good enough.
Alex looked around the kitchen and tried to find something to eat "Alucard you really don't get it i don't no what up with you today you walk in my room and.....yea then you start talking to your self Then you bring up this morning again randomly its like your trying to freak me out today"
Alex walked over to the counter and climb up on it so she could reach the self that had the cook books in it and pulled one out and started flipping threw it still sitting on the counter "I'm mad at you i mean really you don't walk into a girls room why she getting ready and expect for things to be like o.k i mean come on how you like if i walked into your room so yea anyway I'm going to make some cookies now"
Alex hoped down form the counter and set the book down to a cookie restapie witch was probably the only thing alex could make and then went to the firge to start pulling out the stuff she needed.
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Post by Alucard Nightshade on Nov 2, 2011 15:33:28 GMT -5
Alucard only half heard what Alex had to say to him and was only slightly aware that she had started to actually make something herself. His mind was still on all that had happened in the kitchen. He only ended up half-heartedly eating half a bite of the omelet he had made before he let his fork drop from his hand and stood up. He walked into the kitchen slowly.
" I'm going back to my room for now." Alucard said in a voice that said without a doubt how out of it he was and how deep in thought he was.
Alucard walked back towards his room, leaving behind a mess which he never did. He couldn't focus or think about anything at the moment. He wondered if this was what had happened the last time he had blacked out and if it was, he was glad he had blacked out. He didn't like the thought of how uncontrolled and how far the voice could go if it desired to and the more he thought about it, the more frightened he got. He was scared of both the thought of what he might do to others and what others might do to him in retaliation. He needed to sort out what was going on and how to do something about it before it was too late.
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