Post by Alexandra Kavi on Aug 1, 2011 19:31:03 GMT -5
Dear Jouranal:
This is my first time righting in one and with events’ that have token place I feel that I need to have something to get my feeling down onto music isn’t enough and after lose Tom and Ian for good there just needs to be somewhere rant.
So everyone in the school thinks I’m a hore or something they herd me and and Night and well theres been roomers going around about me having a boytoy I don’t get what that really means but I’m sure its not good at all. I mean I know we did sleep together but I know that it was a mistake and now well I don’t want Night to know cuz he’ll just feel bad about it and want to help and I well.
When I first should up to this school I felt like I didn’t have anyone and that I had lost everything now I know I didn’t lose everything then I didn’t have a girl that wanted to kill me I didn’t have the hole school talking about me and there was still the fact that the school liked me and I made friends . Tim is dead, Ian died Devi is o.k but she is so stressed about the fact that Tim died that she doesn’t really want to be at the school much i tried talking to her and telling her that it wasn’t her fault that it was o.k Tim wouldn’t want to see her crying like that but she just took the little snake thing and took off She said that we’d text and call maybe face book or something but I’m not sure she taking this just as hard as I am I think she may of really loved him or something.
Alex Kavi
This is my first time righting in one and with events’ that have token place I feel that I need to have something to get my feeling down onto music isn’t enough and after lose Tom and Ian for good there just needs to be somewhere rant.
So everyone in the school thinks I’m a hore or something they herd me and and Night and well theres been roomers going around about me having a boytoy I don’t get what that really means but I’m sure its not good at all. I mean I know we did sleep together but I know that it was a mistake and now well I don’t want Night to know cuz he’ll just feel bad about it and want to help and I well.
When I first should up to this school I felt like I didn’t have anyone and that I had lost everything now I know I didn’t lose everything then I didn’t have a girl that wanted to kill me I didn’t have the hole school talking about me and there was still the fact that the school liked me and I made friends . Tim is dead, Ian died Devi is o.k but she is so stressed about the fact that Tim died that she doesn’t really want to be at the school much i tried talking to her and telling her that it wasn’t her fault that it was o.k Tim wouldn’t want to see her crying like that but she just took the little snake thing and took off She said that we’d text and call maybe face book or something but I’m not sure she taking this just as hard as I am I think she may of really loved him or something.
Alex Kavi
